Don't Judge Me

1. When we were little Mama would put chicken noodle soup, or spaghetti-o's in our thermos for school. Does it get any better than that?
2. I let things manipulate me very easily, music and movies..
3. I'll get stressed out in certain movies. I don't like those movies.
4. Like "Meet the Parents"? That many horrible things in one weekend!? Drive me crazy!
5. I am a happy person. But sometimes I need to cry.
6. I mostly cry about missing my family.
7. Honestly, I HATE Caity living where she lives.
8. She's the only one I talk to on the phone.
9. She's probably my favorite person ever.
10. Nobody makes me laugh like my brothers.
11. I feel like I know how I deserve to be treated, because I have a really really good Dad, who is a really good husband.
12. I love candy. So much. Sometimes I eat it for breakfast.
13. I hate it when they make sequels to the classic Disney movies. It's seriously an insult.
14. I still love Honey Nut Cheerios.
15. I love it when it rains in Vegas, it reminds me of really good times.
16. I hate it when it rains in Cedar, it makes me sad.
17. I love friendly customers.
18. I am a friendly customer.
19. I love my ipod. I use it everyday.
20. Shuffle is the greatest thing ever.
21. I had the best friends in high school.
22. And I truly believe I will know them forever.
23. I am funniest when I am with Tamara.
24. She's really funny.
25. It's hard for me to be myself completely with my whole family there.
26. I feel bombarded.
27. I think my favorite thing to do is eat.
28. Everything is made better with food.
29. I wear my very plain $7 ctr ring everyday.
30. I love it.
31. The few days I don't, I wear the ring my Annie gave me.
32. I love that our family is not a typical Mormon family.
33. I am a movie buff.
34. I am really good at knowing things that don't matter.
35. If I buy one new piece of clothing, I have 5 new outfits in my head.
36. Why would a smaller candy bar be a "fun" size??
37. If I had to choose any concert in the world to go to it would be the Beatles, and my whole family would have to be present.
38. Last Easter I couldn't go home, and you called me and said you missed me.
39. I cried and listened to Steely Dan.
40. I feel lucky because I feel everyone in my family has influenced my taste in music.
41. I have a very eclectic collection.
42. I love that.
43. My laugh is loud and obnoxious.
44. Sometimes I hear it replay in my head, and cringe.
45. I don't care about what people think about me, haven't in a long time.
46. Except for my Mom.
47. I wish I saw my babies more.
48. I like doing the dishes at work, it's relaxing.
49. I love bangs.
50. I love getting ready.
51. I enjoy being a girl.
52. When I think about the eternal perspective, I feel a lot better about life.
53. Getting my patriarchal blessing was the coolest thing I've experienced so far.
54. The beach makes me so so happy.
55. I want to always be there.
56. I used to be afraid of roller coasters.
57. Then I went with my friends in 10th grade. And did not want to be the one waving to them.
58. Now I love roller coasters.
59. I love my sorority.
60. It's hard to explain how great it is, if you've never experienced it.
61. I have people here, who would do anything for me.
62. I love when you know people's names at work places.
63. For example, Rosa at Alby's.
64. I am obsessed with pictures.
65. You like Kelly Clarkson and you know it.
66. I really think about my future kids, and hope they're cute.
67. Because all of the babies now, are really cute.
68. It is very important to me how a guy treats and talks about his mother and sisters.
69. That's how I can tell, Zach will be a really good husband.
70. I love makeup.
71. Sometimes it's annoying in a sorority house, when everyone wants you to do their hair and makeup.
72. I'll have a crush on a boy, and once I can see he might like me back, I don't like him.
73. PLEASE tell me this will go away.
74. One of the best compliments I could receive is that I'm funny.
75. I love jewelry.
76. I love my ward so so much.
77. We are a big happy family.
78. I look forward to my Relief Society meetings every Wednesday.
79. I love having spontaneous deep conversations.
80. I hate feeling alone at family functions when everyone has a spouse and or date.
81. Caity is really good at making me not feel like that.
82. I love dogs.
83. I secretly (well not anymore) want an Oscar.
84. I wear flipflops as often as I can.
85. Especially when my toes look as good as they do now. (thanks to my mama)
86. I hate my skin.
87. One-uppers. So annoying.
88. I love calling people out.
89. I really don't mind confrontation.
90. I don't think Caity and I have ever said sorry after an argument.
91. We would just start talking again after 5 minutes.
92. I have to have lip gloss and chapstick with me all of the time.
93. I really loved my high school. So fun and easy.
94. I love baptisms.
95. I love being reminded that the church is true everyday.
96. Even though my heart belongs to Boston, Vegas is my hometown.
97. I am only friends with people, I can sit around and do nothing and be completely content.
98. You shouldn't have to work to be someone's friend.
99. I am a huge flirt.
100. Doritos are still the best.

i am so emo right now

That's what I think about Valentine's Day. I am such an artist. ("It's Science" is from Anchorman so you say it with what I call, a "Burgandy" voice.)

P.S. Just for those who might ask I'll save you the comment. "emo" is a type of music short for emotional, sometimes angry and bitter (ie: Dashboard Confessional PERFECT example) It's a sub genre for hardcore punk music. (I could go on and on about the history but Dashboard is one of the most popular versions of emo, a breakthrough band, and one of my favorites) so it's basically kinda like crybaby music. I love it, pretty much have since the 7th grade. And now it's turned into like a scene-you can dress emo, (Patrick with his hood on and headphones in, so emo right now) everyone has been making fun of me (but they secretly wanna be like me) for being emo. Don't hate.

Examples of some emo lyrics

"Sing this song for me, and tell me how you'll never leave my side, I'll meet you at 7, I miss you already, goodbye to you."
*The Starting Line [Cheek to Cheek] AMAZING live. This was their encore song

"I'm not sleeping, no I'm not sleeping, because of you, and I've been dying to know, what's on your mind, and I've been dying, to hear your voice"
*Allred [I'm Not Sleeping]

"I'd buy you lemonade right now, if you were here, and I'd throw it in your face, and I'd listen to you cry!" (crazy huh!? hahha)
*Saves the Day [Rocks Tonic Juice Magic]

"I heard about your regrets, I heard that you were feeling sorry, I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us"
*Dashboard Confessional [The Best Deceptions]

"Take aim at the soft and tender, cause staring's not supposed to hurt!"
*The Higher [Lo]

I hope I have educated someone today. Yikes I sound like Micheal from tonite.

"From whence it came huh?"

Alright, I just find it amusing. This is a chicken dance Zach and I do from Arrested Development. Sometimes other's join in. He does Gob's and I do Lindsay's. It makes us so happy. It also embarrasses Mom. Which we love! This was Thanksgiving dinner at a very nice restaurant. So nice it made Zach and I, yes even Russ, a little squeamish to misbehave. We did not fail to do so. Classy, I know. But I can still say our family isn't boring. I've visited some of my friend's family's..wow. We are fun. Take my word for it.

Also how bout Zach's blog? I swear it was like front page news brother! Everyone was talking about it! "Did you hear???? Zach posted on his blog!!!" I got texts, phone calls, email's. I guess we kinda like you huh?

I'm weird.

Caity inspired me.

1. I am the Radio Nazi. Pretty much wherever I go, I am in charge of the music. In the car, in my room, when I clean, and especially at work, I bring in the cds, I control the radio. Whatever I say goes. I am always used to my music being very loud-Mom and Dad probably told me to turn down my music maybe once my whole life. What great parents. Music is supposed to be heard-it is supposed to be loud. Good thing I live in the basement.

2. I'm obsessed with eyebrows. I always notice when someone has good eyebrows. They can make or break a face. I am very particular with my own eyebrows and how they are done as well-I wonder where it comes from. Could it have something to do with Caitlin waxing my bushy brows when I was in 7th grade, no?

3. Although I agree with needing the undeniable tasty duo of the chips with the sandwich-I am now a bigger connoisseur of the ice cold beverage. I don't drink soda any longer. Very difficult when I get free soda-and I really like soda. So now I need something other than soda with every meal. Powerade, Lemonade, and I love love love Orange juice. I'm almost always in the mood for it. Yumbo.

4. On the inside, I'm 7 years old. I love dancing like a crazy person and I have no shame (I do this at work, at boys houses I just met, school hallway, in the rain, living room) I am a candy face. I still want to stay up late past my bedtime. I never like a boy for longer than a week. My favorite birthday gift this year-was a plastic ring from my birthday cake (all my best friends have matching ones too.)

5. The Salty Sweet Combo. Doritos + double stuff Oreos= delectable treat. I know, I know. This stems from Caity too, even though she would only eat that stuff with me under my suggestion she would still partake in the joy of the extreme unhealthiness. I have spread the love for this abroad. (Mama says it's PMS food.)

6. I can memorize lines to a movie all too easily. I say nothing original, because everything reminds me of a quote. I know this is a good Lunn trait-but seriously don't test me. I will get the line right, too.

7. I don't like to match. I mean I follow the rules like black and brown, stuff like that. Something matching and something that "goes" is totally different. And sometimes I think I have a gift for putting things together. When I get one new thing-I have ten new outfits. I think it was being exposed to those Instyle layout things at a very young age. I wear things several people never would. Probably the only thing I'm good at.